- I'm not sure what's a good title...
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numerodix
- April 3rd, 2008
Hey there.
As written above, I'm not sure what's a good title for this post.
I just felt like bloggin - random stuff.
I've been missing in action for quite a while now - was sick, as in really sick.
I didn't feel like doing anything. ( that include work but lan lan, no choice )
Nose was stuffy and clogged.
Nasal voice with certain words going out of tune whenever I talk.
Head was pounding and dizzy sometimes.
Went to 3 different doctors and the last one finally did the trick!
She cured me!!
Plus, she scheduled an appointment at SGH for my scan - my most dreaded and talked about brain scan.
So for all those who have been bugging/nagging/pushing me to have it done, it's SET!
I'm only waiting for 17th April patiently.
OH!
Talking bout mid april, I'm going for a holiday!! YAY!
Am heading to Bintan for a 4 days 3 nights getaway and I can't wait.
We've booked a 2 bedroom villa and there will be 6 of us.
I heard there are hammocks by the pool...................I'm dying to just laze my days away there!
But then again, with 5 other people - my girls to be exact, I'm just thinking if it's
possible to have 4 peaceful days with them. Hmmm...
Oh well, we'll see...what's life if there's no BIMS in it right?!
I was reading this blog the other day and that particular blogger was going through this tough phase.
The don't - know - what's - ahead -and - life - sucks phase.
Yeah...we all know that phase.
I'm sort of going through that now.
Not the life sucks part but more of dunno what's ahead.
Those close to me would know that I have some plans down the pipeline.
And I try blardy hard to get it all in place.
Then as if life is not messy enough, I found out that I will be working on a project at work that
would bring me to HK in August.
I'm not sure if I'm up for it. As in I don't know if I will be here long enough to complete it.
And if I don't, the last thing I want is to have people perceive me as irresponsible...
Like a hit and go...start it and then leave it hanging.
And then on the other hand, I don't want this whole project thing to be the reason I stay on in this country!
I'm aging......rapidly mind you.
I wanna do stuff that would bring me satisfaction....
Stuff that would make me grow old knowing that I have indeed lived life!
And these past 10 years DEFINITELY DID NOT give me that kind of satisfaction.
( well...put aside the fact that I've met super amazing people in these 10 years lar.... )
Damn...you know what I mean right....
Oh man, I'm such a whiner all of a sudden.
But I'm not whining! I'm just ......voicing my thoughts in words! Hahaha...
*sigh*
Then I have a "CASPER" in my house for the past 3 weeks.
When I say Casper, I don't mean it as a friendly ghost.
I'm not sure if it's friendly but I do know that it's been wanting a lot of attention from us.
My toilet flushed on it's own - at wee hours ok.
Then there's the rattle of my room's door knob. Plus the knocking.
Then my kitchen door opens and closes on it's own.
Then there's my bathroom tap running - like as though someone's bathing.
All the weird happenings!!
We finally did a ritual and so far, things have been back to normal.
I'm only praying that it wont come back again.
Or any other "CASPER" for that matter.
My life is a never ending roller coaster ride. Seriously.
So many stories to tell.
Now maybe I know why people love to hear me talk.
All the spew of nonsense and stories - enough to make a movie man.
OK!
Enough of ranting and babbling.
I shall wait patiently for my Bintan holiday.
I always have verbal diarrhoea after a few weeks of not blogging.
Till the next time I blog - tahdah.